I wonder if Uncle John Lloyd is in any of those photos you see of Ike visiting the paratroops the eve before D-Day. I wonder why he volunteered to jump, as his unit was not scheduled to. Was he embarrassed he had broken his leg jumping into Sicily? He had already been through about the most rigorous training the Army had to offer. He had nothing to prove to anyone but himself I suppose. I wonder how my Dad felt on the day the Western Union man came to the door, fifteen years old and losing his favorite brother so soon after losing his Dad in a train accident. How did Granny handle it? I know she turned to prayer and belief in God's will. Is that the time Dad lost his faith?

John Lloyd had been able to come home and visit a few months before the invasion of Europe. Today, the troops are able to keep in touch through blogs and cell phones. Imagine someone having to call home from the belly of a C-47, "No, I can talk. The light is still red. Yeah. We're about to jump. Don't worry. It's what we've been trained to do. I said don't worry. Alright, every body's standing up, I've got to go. Yes. Yes. Yes. I have it all. Kiss the kids. The light's green. I love you."

They must have let him come home due to Grandfather's death. Did my Dad sit by him at the drugstore fountain, staring adoringly at the colors on his uniform? The airborne pin? The Sergeant's stripes? Did he brag to his school mates about his brother, the hero, or did he already have that cool demeanor that shows in his own military photos taken a few years later? What did John Lloyd tell him when he left? To take care of their Mother? Uncle Monk was joined up and gone by then. Uncle George was blind. Two of the three girls were already grown and out of the home. The fifteen year old was going to be the only sighted male in the house for awhile.

My youngest Aunt was seventeen and was too busy to go to the prayer meeting at Ebenezer Church on June 5, 1944. She went out with her friends instead. To this day, she feels ashamed she was not there to pray for the troops and her brother. It's silly to think that way of course, but she still speaks bitterly of herself when she remembers that day sixty four years ago.

He was first buried in a temporary grave as most were. I suppose the family had a choice to bring his body home as so many did. They decided to allow him to remain where he fell, a solemn marble cross marking his final resting place alongside thousands of others. Granny never saw his grave. I don't know if she ever flew in her life. Her faith told her she would see her boy again. Whole. Healthy. Shining that sly smile that runs in that side of the family. The smile I see on my oldest already. There are photos of the temporary grave. Uncle Monk must have been able to find it during his time there. In the Ardennes, he ran into member's of John Lloyd's unit. They spoke fondly of their fallen comrade, but there was other work still to do. The other children made the trip over the years, some more than once, finding tangible proof of their family's sacrifice noted in a peaceful field overlooking the Channel. One day I will make that journey. I plan to sit and talk to him. I expect my children will ask, "Mommy, why is Daddy crying?" She'll have a good answer. She usually does. Then, I'll probably pull them all close to me and hug them fiercely, as I am sure Granny did with John Lloyd when he left Florence County for the last time in 1944. As I am sure she would have given almost anything to do so again every day for the next thirty-four years.

From The State Newspaper

John Lloyd Johnson Jr., of Florence, was a sergeant in the 505th Parachute Infantry Regiment. His brother, W.W. Johnson, of West Columbia, visited his grave at Normandy for the first time on Memorial Day last year.

“It affected me more than I expected that it would,” he said. “I was 15 when he died. He was my older brother, and he was my hero.”

John L. Johnson, Jr.

Sergeant, U.S. Army 505th Parachute Infantry Regt, 82nd Airborne Division

Entered the Service from: South Carolina Died: 6-Jun-44 Buried at: Plot F Row 21 Grave 28 Normandy American Cemetery Colleville-sur-Mer, France

Awards: Purple Heart

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